I have been diagnosed with several mental illnesses, mostly anxiety-related, and I take medication for it. But the medication doesn't solve everything. I have good days and bad days.
On my bad days, I often lapse into what I call my "dark moods", where I feel an emotion I can't explain and I start thinking I'm on the brink of losing my mind. During these times I feel as though one bad incident - even a small one - might be enough to cause me to "snap". I didn't always have "dark moods", but I have been getting them ever since I had what I believe was an episode of derealization back in January.
I worry that if I ever do "snap", then I might go out of control and try to hurt other people. I have had violent urges towards others in the past, though I didn't really act on them.
Do you ever have psychopathic thoughts?
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I have been diagnosed with several mental illnesses, mostly anxiety-related, and I take medication for it. But the medication doesn't solve everything. I have good days and bad days.
On my bad days, I often lapse into what I call my "dark moods", where I feel an emotion I can't explain and I start thinking I'm on the brink of losing my mind. During these times I feel as though one bad incident - even a small one - might be enough to cause me to "snap". I didn't always have "dark moods", but I have been getting them ever since I had what I believe was an episode of derealization back in January.
I worry that if I ever do "snap", then I might go out of control and try to hurt other people. I have had violent urges towards others in the past, though I didn't really act on them.
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Would they be people you know or love? Or would they just be anyone?
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