Do you deny your jealousy?
I can't even describe it. It's like that person is always in my mind, but when they flirt with other people, I just don't pay any attention to them. It's like a little part of me feels just a little jealous, but the rest of me doesn't really care. It's a strange combination- being jealous, but at the same time, you're not jealous.
You know when you think or fantasize of someone that has caught your eyes, then you get back to your senses and you think, "what the fuck...?" It's like that for me. Get out of my head! GAH!