I don't know. Its kind of hard for me to say, because in certain places I am, but other places not so much. I guess it depends how comfortable I am, and certain places make me feel more comfortable than others.
When I was in college, I had no problem making friends. I seemed very sociable, and well liked by many people. Carrying out conversations were never an issue, and I wasn't very shy either. But whenever I'm at my job, and I have to talk to the customers, for some reason I'm very nervous and can't hold out a conversation too well at all. I'm very weird there. And I noticed that if I'm not saying very little, I'm saying too much. To the point where I'm like; "Oh Lord, I can't believe I was just talking that persons ear off for that long, and about something so ridiculously stupid. I hope they don't think I'm like an idiot now.". I guess, I sometimes have a tendency to go on and on and on.
However, I'm probably one of the more quieter ones out of everybody in my family, though. And sometimes I think thats because they grew up in a very urban area whereas I'm a very small town kinda girl. I'm just into a quieter lifestyle, I guess you could say. Also, I feel like since I'm from a smaller populated area, I have less experience with people. But like I said, I think its mainly all about how comfortable I feel. A lot of times I have to feel my surroundings out a bit first before I like to begin socializing.
Do you consider yourself socially awkward?
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I don't know. Its kind of hard for me to say, because in certain places I am, but other places not so much. I guess it depends how comfortable I am, and certain places make me feel more comfortable than others.
When I was in college, I had no problem making friends. I seemed very sociable, and well liked by many people. Carrying out conversations were never an issue, and I wasn't very shy either. But whenever I'm at my job, and I have to talk to the customers, for some reason I'm very nervous and can't hold out a conversation too well at all. I'm very weird there. And I noticed that if I'm not saying very little, I'm saying too much. To the point where I'm like; "Oh Lord, I can't believe I was just talking that persons ear off for that long, and about something so ridiculously stupid. I hope they don't think I'm like an idiot now.". I guess, I sometimes have a tendency to go on and on and on.
However, I'm probably one of the more quieter ones out of everybody in my family, though. And sometimes I think thats because they grew up in a very urban area whereas I'm a very small town kinda girl. I'm just into a quieter lifestyle, I guess you could say. Also, I feel like since I'm from a smaller populated area, I have less experience with people. But like I said, I think its mainly all about how comfortable I feel. A lot of times I have to feel my surroundings out a bit first before I like to begin socializing.