All my life I've had a incredible urge to be on fire, and to burn to death. When I was about 15 I found a can of charocal starter fluid. Nobody was home, and I felt the urge to do something with it.
I took it back to my room and started squirting some onto my legs. I ended up soaking my pants with it. I couldn't resist, I picked up a book of matches and lit one with my hands shaking, and tossed the match on myself.
Instantly I was engulfed in flames, they rose up all around me higher than my head hitting the ceiling. I was a human torch. I leaned back to get my face out of the flames and could see my entire lower body from waist to my ankles on fire. I was also beginning to burn, so I dropped and rolled, but couldn't put myself out. As scared as I was, I liked that I couldn't put myself out and I might really burn to death.
I grabbed a thick rug and tossed it over myself and the flames died, but as soon as I pulled the rug off me I burst into flames again. After a few tries I tossed the rug off and once again I was burning. For a moment I thought about grabbing the rest of the can of fluid and using it on myself.
Instead, I got up and walked through the houseand made my way to the shower. On my way I saw myself on fire in the mirror as I walked past. I jumped in the shower, got the water going and still had a bit of an effort to put myself out as I danced around in the shower for several seconds still surrounded in flames.
After the experience I learned that I still had the urge. I'm glad I decided to do it, and that I went through with it. That was over 20 years ago and I still light myself on fire like that.
Today I was playing with fire and got the urge to use thumbtacks to nail my penis to a block of wood and torture myself with a lighter. I'm still nailed to the block of wood and I like it!
Do We Share The Same Urges!?
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All my life I've had a incredible urge to be on fire, and to burn to death. When I was about 15 I found a can of charocal starter fluid. Nobody was home, and I felt the urge to do something with it.
I took it back to my room and started squirting some onto my legs. I ended up soaking my pants with it. I couldn't resist, I picked up a book of matches and lit one with my hands shaking, and tossed the match on myself.
Instantly I was engulfed in flames, they rose up all around me higher than my head hitting the ceiling. I was a human torch. I leaned back to get my face out of the flames and could see my entire lower body from waist to my ankles on fire. I was also beginning to burn, so I dropped and rolled, but couldn't put myself out. As scared as I was, I liked that I couldn't put myself out and I might really burn to death.
I grabbed a thick rug and tossed it over myself and the flames died, but as soon as I pulled the rug off me I burst into flames again. After a few tries I tossed the rug off and once again I was burning. For a moment I thought about grabbing the rest of the can of fluid and using it on myself.
Instead, I got up and walked through the houseand made my way to the shower. On my way I saw myself on fire in the mirror as I walked past. I jumped in the shower, got the water going and still had a bit of an effort to put myself out as I danced around in the shower for several seconds still surrounded in flames.
After the experience I learned that I still had the urge. I'm glad I decided to do it, and that I went through with it. That was over 20 years ago and I still light myself on fire like that.
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Sounds really interesting. Was it fun?
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So, so fun! For me being on fire is always fun.
Today I was playing with fire and got the urge to use thumbtacks to nail my penis to a block of wood and torture myself with a lighter. I'm still nailed to the block of wood and I like it!
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did it hurt?