Glad to finally found out people like me..i've been in this struggle for so many years..1rst i wasnt thinkin it will last so long..years ago, each night at diner my own family was "exposin" my immediate thoughts,but i was like "keep cool,its nothing".still,this was strange..i was noticin the same thing with the television, and with synchronism.but i wasnt stupid though.talkin about it will be makin me look like i was goin crazy..something i was really hating was when you was havin a lovely thought about last night with your girlfriend,and people was talking about it, but never directly..i have start to think"maybe its just better for me to live alone"..but have you all try to found a job on that situation?you have to do more than the average person,cuz the employer is playing with your immediate thought..he knows he do it, but if you dare to say something, he will say you got some mental problems..and even if you have the job,for some reason,people you workin with are kind of weird..and if you think something like "dam that man got a head like a ugly potato!"everyday the same man gon look at you like "Grrr"..sum people maybe aint aware of all this.but believe me:some people totally knows whats happenin..my theory is that those who talk out loud about what we think are gain behind all this.its like your thought was a jewl,and they were snatching that jewl,since there is no rules or laws on the mind..i just know one thing:if what was in the beginning is supposed to be on the end, so it will not last for ever..i got so many and so many examples..i probably will not have enough place to put everything here. like the 2 people talk about something several times, and the thing is happening 10 minutes after..BELIEVE ME ALL OF THIS CAN NOT BE JUST COINCIDENCES..if some people are willin to share their stories,feel free to do it..lets keep in touch...See ya...
PLEASE HELP AND IF YOU HAVE ANY INFORMATION please email me at: [email protected]
I CANT BELIEVE IM ACTUALLY DOING THIS. BUT AFTER ALMOST AFTER A YEAR OF SOMETHING ALMOST EXACTLY TO WHAT YOUR EXPERIENCING I NEED TO TELL SOMEONE WHO WONT JUDGE ME. Even if it's someone who I don't know. Heres my story:
I lived what society would call a "normal life". I went to high school, hung out with friends and just did typical teenage shit. But after my 18th birthday I started to notice something weird. I would think something, then someone I knew who was with me would practically just say what I was thinking. At first I was life:"Oh, that's just coincidence. But it just got progressively more upfront. You know? Like people would just fuck with me on purpose. Like yourself I have countless examples but heres a couple:
A) I was talking with my cousin and she said:"You need a job" And I didn't say ANYTHING but I thought: "Fuck you, I sell coke I make double you make in a couple days". Then immediately after (She didn't know I sold drugs by the way) she was like: "Even thought some drug dealers make twice more than me, they all get busted in the end".
B)I'm hanging out with my friend and he invites me to come for a drive and smoke some weed with his friends. Im like, yeah why not? So during the session on of his friends drops the joint and I think in my head: "This fucking kid is an idiot, I want to hit him" (I did not say/think anything negative about the dude but IMMEDIATELY after I thought that I noticed my friend Looked at me and was like whatthefuck? I noticed after he kept looking at me through the rearview and that just made me uneasy. I repeat I did not say anything to him but I couldn't help but thinking everytime he loked at me and I noticed I would think: "This fucking guy keeps looking at me" He would right after look away. it got to the point where he just wanted to get home.
I have researched this on the web but the only thing that I have found is conspiracy theories about microchips and that I am apparently a physco schizophrenic. I have no idea whats going on All I WANT IS TO FIGURE A WAY TO STOP THIS AND BECOME A FUNCTIONING MEMBER OF SOCIETY AGAIN. please help.
I would just like to say that if you have taken drugs, like coke or may just have smoked too much weed, it could lead to somthing like this as well, but continued abstinence should help. People do have common thoughts, ideas ect. so things like that can happen. I would rarely and not for a long time and I am middleage, have these things. families pick up on each others thoughts, as well. but what I would like to say is that if you have had an allergy or buildup of medication or drug as I have recently had and I am still not off of this drug. I would experience people saying what i was thinking, and the television seeming to say things i was thinking. a television in another room of this group home I was living in. it became very bothersome. You may have somthing like a slight case of schitzophrania, as anyone could. or maybe a small degree of somthing called assburgers(spelling?) syndrome but remember, if that is the case, there are people who have slight cases of these things, and medications can also make things worse and even cause other side effects. maybe some people can take small amounts, micro amounts. and be ok. you can see a therapist, or psychologist as well to talk to.
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Glad to finally found out people like me..i've been in this struggle for so many years..1rst i wasnt thinkin it will last so long..years ago, each night at diner my own family was "exposin" my immediate thoughts,but i was like "keep cool,its nothing".still,this was strange..i was noticin the same thing with the television, and with synchronism.but i wasnt stupid though.talkin about it will be makin me look like i was goin crazy..something i was really hating was when you was havin a lovely thought about last night with your girlfriend,and people was talking about it, but never directly..i have start to think"maybe its just better for me to live alone"..but have you all try to found a job on that situation?you have to do more than the average person,cuz the employer is playing with your immediate thought..he knows he do it, but if you dare to say something, he will say you got some mental problems..and even if you have the job,for some reason,people you workin with are kind of weird..and if you think something like "dam that man got a head like a ugly potato!"everyday the same man gon look at you like "Grrr"..sum people maybe aint aware of all this.but believe me:some people totally knows whats happenin..my theory is that those who talk out loud about what we think are gain behind all this.its like your thought was a jewl,and they were snatching that jewl,since there is no rules or laws on the mind..i just know one thing:if what was in the beginning is supposed to be on the end, so it will not last for ever..i got so many and so many examples..i probably will not have enough place to put everything here. like the 2 people talk about something several times, and the thing is happening 10 minutes after..BELIEVE ME ALL OF THIS CAN NOT BE JUST COINCIDENCES..if some people are willin to share their stories,feel free to do it..lets keep in touch...See ya...
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I CANT BELIEVE IM ACTUALLY DOING THIS. BUT AFTER ALMOST AFTER A YEAR OF SOMETHING ALMOST EXACTLY TO WHAT YOUR EXPERIENCING I NEED TO TELL SOMEONE WHO WONT JUDGE ME. Even if it's someone who I don't know. Heres my story:
I lived what society would call a "normal life". I went to high school, hung out with friends and just did typical teenage shit. But after my 18th birthday I started to notice something weird. I would think something, then someone I knew who was with me would practically just say what I was thinking. At first I was life:"Oh, that's just coincidence. But it just got progressively more upfront. You know? Like people would just fuck with me on purpose. Like yourself I have countless examples but heres a couple:
A) I was talking with my cousin and she said:"You need a job" And I didn't say ANYTHING but I thought: "Fuck you, I sell coke I make double you make in a couple days". Then immediately after (She didn't know I sold drugs by the way) she was like: "Even thought some drug dealers make twice more than me, they all get busted in the end".
B)I'm hanging out with my friend and he invites me to come for a drive and smoke some weed with his friends. Im like, yeah why not? So during the session on of his friends drops the joint and I think in my head: "This fucking kid is an idiot, I want to hit him" (I did not say/think anything negative about the dude but IMMEDIATELY after I thought that I noticed my friend Looked at me and was like whatthefuck? I noticed after he kept looking at me through the rearview and that just made me uneasy. I repeat I did not say anything to him but I couldn't help but thinking everytime he loked at me and I noticed I would think: "This fucking guy keeps looking at me" He would right after look away. it got to the point where he just wanted to get home.
I have researched this on the web but the only thing that I have found is conspiracy theories about microchips and that I am apparently a physco schizophrenic. I have no idea whats going on All I WANT IS TO FIGURE A WAY TO STOP THIS AND BECOME A FUNCTIONING MEMBER OF SOCIETY AGAIN. please help.
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I would just like to say that if you have taken drugs, like coke or may just have smoked too much weed, it could lead to somthing like this as well, but continued abstinence should help. People do have common thoughts, ideas ect. so things like that can happen. I would rarely and not for a long time and I am middleage, have these things. families pick up on each others thoughts, as well. but what I would like to say is that if you have had an allergy or buildup of medication or drug as I have recently had and I am still not off of this drug. I would experience people saying what i was thinking, and the television seeming to say things i was thinking. a television in another room of this group home I was living in. it became very bothersome. You may have somthing like a slight case of schitzophrania, as anyone could. or maybe a small degree of somthing called assburgers(spelling?) syndrome but remember, if that is the case, there are people who have slight cases of these things, and medications can also make things worse and even cause other side effects. maybe some people can take small amounts, micro amounts. and be ok. you can see a therapist, or psychologist as well to talk to.