Do I Smell?

I am quite like that, the difference is that i take stimulants to treat narcolepsy... this made paranoia a lot worse. Luckily for me, my dad is a psychologist, so when i finally revealed what i thought was wrong with me, he told me i most likely had developed paranoia. Even without the meds, paranoia can cause auditory hallucinations, so if i hear some low volume conversation, i assume they became quiet because i was there and they were talking about me-- i would notice words like the "that" and sounds like S's and St's and i would assume that they said "that guy--", "he Smells" or "he stinks". When i thin back to these experiences, i realize that i only heas "-- S---S", "THAT---" or "-- ST----". i am still regularly paranoid but it slowly tones down if u allow urself to accept that fact. there are times when u do hear stuff like EWW, or GROSS, but girls say that a lot, guys talk about that stuff a lot, so dont worry about it. i hope this is helpful-- the only place i feel really safe and normal is at home and not sucks, i want my paranoia to go away, but it takes lots of time even if u do it right... not sure how long ago u posted this... if its gone already, awesome, if not, we're in the same boat :P