Dieting at 13
So my parent put me on a diet at 13 years old. I thought I was fat, I thought I looked like I was pregnant. I remember blowing out my belling and saying 'I look like I'm pregnant'. I felt ugly and gross. My parent they put me on Weight Watchers. I was sort of shocked when my parents came up to me and said to me that they want to put me on a diet. I thought maybe I was over reacting that I was not that big that I was normal. But my parent thught otherwise I guess...
So now I'm 18 years old and I am addiced to losing weight... I'm not anorexic. But I exercise everyday and eat healthy. But I still feel like that 13 year old girl in that mirror thinking I look fat and ugly and looking like I am pregnant. I still don't feel happy. I don't know what I expected to get from being skinnier but this sure as hell was not it.
I know in my head I'm not fat anymore I've lost 35lbs went from 160lbs to 125lbs. But in my heart I still feel like that girl that was never into baseball or hockey or soccer I was never sporty like my mom, dad and brother. I still feel like that same 13 year old girl just trapped in a older body.
Is this normal to have been pushed like this since 13??