The same thing happened to me 4 yrs ago. I don't remember how or why I was disconnecting with the world but it gradually became worse.. The sense of apathy and indifference... I have no memory of that one week I literally spent lying in bed..(sun goes up, sun goes down. Don't ask me why I didn't notice because I don't even think I was there) To me, It was one afternoon but when my bf told me the reality, I snapped out of it.. So it seemed. That night I swallowed 350mg Of stilnox(sleeping tablets) and 20mg of Xanax before I texted my bf saying 'i ate all the meds,it's ok, I just want to sleep. I'm so tired' .
I woke up the next day, with my best friends and bf lying next to me in my room. I don't remember any of it but from what they tell me, I really got all of them worried.
I don't know if i intended to end my life. But seeing the faces of the ppl I love and who love me was enough to make me feel lucky I made it out safe.
I don't know how or if it's any help. But I'm sharing my experience,so at least you know you're not alone.
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The same thing happened to me 4 yrs ago. I don't remember how or why I was disconnecting with the world but it gradually became worse.. The sense of apathy and indifference... I have no memory of that one week I literally spent lying in bed..(sun goes up, sun goes down. Don't ask me why I didn't notice because I don't even think I was there) To me, It was one afternoon but when my bf told me the reality, I snapped out of it.. So it seemed. That night I swallowed 350mg Of stilnox(sleeping tablets) and 20mg of Xanax before I texted my bf saying 'i ate all the meds,it's ok, I just want to sleep. I'm so tired' .
I woke up the next day, with my best friends and bf lying next to me in my room. I don't remember any of it but from what they tell me, I really got all of them worried.
I don't know if i intended to end my life. But seeing the faces of the ppl I love and who love me was enough to make me feel lucky I made it out safe.
I don't know how or if it's any help. But I'm sharing my experience,so at least you know you're not alone.
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Thanks so much.