Dear s....

Dear S, I’ve known you for almost a year and I don’t know where else to write this so here I am writing this. What’s sad is I feel this connection with you and it sucks because you just said 1yr with ur girlfriend and when I found out u had a girlfriend my dreams were crushed. I still think about you as someone I could be in a relationship with. I know u think we’re just friends and we are but I’ll still look at you with that spark in my eye because you are someone I have never met before someone who I absolutely adore and learn from. You don’t rub it in my face. You are so sweet to me. You apologize when your wrong you help me when needed. Sometimes I think you do have feelings for me. Things have been rocky lately, I don’t know why but I miss our talking our laughing. I hope one day I may get a chance, if not it’s okay as long as you are my friend, I’ll be fine.
Much love,
Xoxo A