Cyber sex

I now work a respectful job and have a good wife. Most people I come in contact would never guess my past. I like many of you had cyber sex many years ago when it was still possible on the internet. Before all these college dudes trying to pretend to be young girls doing cam shows ruined it. I first started with chicks who I would never send my picture to but would easily get them to send me anything they had. I soon became bored of them and moved on to gay cyber sex. I first went into the gay chats to laugh and joke around and type things like "FAGS!!!" or "GO SPREAD YOUR AIDS IN SOME BACK ALLY AND NOT ON THE NET!!!". That all changed one day when before I could start leaving messages I got an instant message from a guy around my age. I don't know what overcame me when I started chatting with him but my heart was pounding and my head was spinning. Was I really about to do this? Was I going to make love to another man online? Well I did! It was so addicting telling him things I wanted to do to him and his penis. Before I knew it was doing to 3 times a day sometimes 4. I was physically drained of semen by bed time each night. I would never use the same guy twice I would kind of w**** my self out. I would use a guy one time then delete and block him from my friends list. Only to find another man later that day.

Well a long story short I grew out of my "gay cyber sex" phase and moved on. I love making fun of homo men and often talk about how they all should be sent to the gas chambers for spreading aids and taking it up the ass. But I sometimes have to think back to when I was dreaming about getting pounded up the ass by some online stud. Ahh the memories...

This is normal rite?