I agree. Normally, I would lie and say that's exactly what I plan on doing now, but this is the internet, so what's the point?
I know this is wrong, but I'm not challenging my thoughts. I'm thinking: "well, I'm no way near as bad as other people who regularly get shitfaced. I'm healthy. It's okay. It's only a bit a day. I can handle it. It makes me feel better." I know I should care more and I know how pathetic this sounds, but I don't want to give it up just yet. It doesn't make me feel as good as it use to actually. Today, I could act relatively normal I think, but when I came home, I almost threw up. I'd eaten way too much for lunch. It's strange that this doesn't put me off.
I'm sorry, because your advice is good advice. I appreciate it. I will stop though, just not right now.
Craving alcohol even though I rarely drink
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Your family has a history of problems with booze that you have been steeped in & are now struggling with dysfunctional drinking as an adult.
I think given your background & the fact that you can not handle booze in any remotely healthy way in the present, it is best to abstain, period.
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I agree. Normally, I would lie and say that's exactly what I plan on doing now, but this is the internet, so what's the point?
I know this is wrong, but I'm not challenging my thoughts. I'm thinking: "well, I'm no way near as bad as other people who regularly get shitfaced. I'm healthy. It's okay. It's only a bit a day. I can handle it. It makes me feel better." I know I should care more and I know how pathetic this sounds, but I don't want to give it up just yet. It doesn't make me feel as good as it use to actually. Today, I could act relatively normal I think, but when I came home, I almost threw up. I'd eaten way too much for lunch. It's strange that this doesn't put me off.
I'm sorry, because your advice is good advice. I appreciate it. I will stop though, just not right now.