I was also used by my piano teacher when I was 11 years old. She did it a way that was confusing but also comforting, and I have positive desires like the OP. The memories which I prefer to keep subliminal are hot, but very weird. This is one of the better outcomes of a dangerously bad past situation.
I would tell the OP that her desires are actually therapy for the unfortunate situation she was put in. Try not to obsess about them. Try to make your partner feel important, loved, and well fucked.
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I was also used by my piano teacher when I was 11 years old. She did it a way that was confusing but also comforting, and I have positive desires like the OP. The memories which I prefer to keep subliminal are hot, but very weird. This is one of the better outcomes of a dangerously bad past situation.
I would tell the OP that her desires are actually therapy for the unfortunate situation she was put in. Try not to obsess about them. Try to make your partner feel important, loved, and well fucked.