Could i be a repressed homosexual?

It started early in the beginning of 2010.I always had called myself straight, and only had weird thoughts about boys, but now its all too confusing. I call my self pansexual (a way to say bisexual), but I feel that isn't enough. Now I think of guys as more than just weird thoughts, I sometimes act on these weird thoughts too. Don't get me wrong, I love girls, I love everything about them, but I still don't see whats going on with me. Could I have been a repressed homosexual from the beginning or is it just a change?

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  • randomjelly

    Have you never heard of bisexuality? It's not a new concept and is a possibility here.

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  • daemon

    "the only reason some girls arnt turned on by other girls and some guys arnt turned on by other guys is that they are so repulsed by the idea of two people of the same sex touching each other in a sexual manner that the actual SEX part doesnt make it to there brain or is just blocked out by the repulsion."

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  • dappled

    Be careful with that pansexual tag. While "bi" means two and in this case both (genders), "pan" means all. While all genders effectively means two, all sexuality is not limited to hetero, homo, or bi. It does not necessarily end with living, human, adult beings. Reverse any of those three adjectives and you've got something very different and distasteful indeed. Reverse more than one of them and you're going beyond serial killer territory.

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    • DolphinAngel

      Lol... bi means two and pan is not just limited to males or females but also transsexual etc. but not everything!

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      • dappled

        I'm pretty sure the prefix pan means everything (or "all"), which I why I was suggesting care over the term.

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        • DolphinAngel

          Yeah but "pan" doesn't mean something like pedophilia, necrophilia, zoophilia...

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          • dappled

            Yeah, I guess not. Only things that end with -sexual.

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            • DolphinAngel

              I just realized it yet... dappled you're back <3

              But yes that might be true.

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  • nolimits12

    You could be bi, gay, or curious, don't worry you'll know with time.

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  • Bzzzzzzz

    Doesn't sound very confusing to me. You could be bisexual or it could be reppressed curiosity, you know, like try it once and get it out of your system. But if you like it and want to continue with both genders, you are a bisexual. So my advice to you is try it with a guy and see where life takes you.

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  • hi5ingamillionangels

    go have sex with a guy and if you like it, you'll know. i'm not trolling, i'm being serious.

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  • Scarlet_Coldbane

    Hmm.. I don't think the gender of the human being you sleep with matters, as long as its consentual and legal. And, do be safe, whatever you do.

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  • TheMadCat

    bi, no worries

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  • gako

    You are of the gay son. Face it

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  • eckythumper

    i agree with hi5 mybe u should just experiment and see what happens. you never know it may just feel right. hope u figure it out:)

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  • cheapthrills

    Some people, myself included, and with some evidence from research, suggesting likewise, indicades that bisexuality is pretty much everyone's starting point in terms of their own sexuality. However, in most societies, these days, people are quickly 'taught' 'what is acceptible' etc., and so very soon we're pushed down the hetrosexual route... Luckily for some of us we realise quite early on taht we're lesbian, gay, bisexual, etc., and can soon be happy with ourselves and these effectively artifical lables for sexual prefernce. Of course, a simple label is never 100% good at describing that which it describes, in most cases; People can be 80% straight, 20% gay, 90% gay, 10% straight, or a straight 50/50 split, or any combination thereof; From personal experiance I find it is also something which varys from time to time and person to person, but I just long ago gave up worrying overly much about what sex/gender a person was, if I like them, I like them.. The key though, is to be happy within yourself with a label (should you decide you want to choose one for yourself, it ain't compulsory), and can realise that just because today you slept with a guy, but last year you slep with a woman, your still the same person, and really if anyone else has a problem with it, or your sexuality, then that's there problem, and they're the one who needs their head sorting out.
    Goodluck finding out though... Its fun in the discovery stages! (well not like its not fun afterwards either...)

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  • spoon4d

    Please try to make it recess because i dont want to hate you !
    I hate gay people !

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