I started doing all those things at an age even younger then 12. By the time I was 14 years old I had done just about every drug I could get my hands on. As well as become a full blown IV heroin addict, who had been to rehab already at least 3 or 4 times. That was all just at 14. By the time I was 16 years old I had been in treatment more then 10 times overdosed at least 7 times, and had flatlined and been pronounced dead by doctors to only somehow be revived after about 5 minutes going by! To then be in a coma for a month and on life-support to by some Devine miracle pulling through and waking up from a vegetable like state to going through physical rehab and learning how to walk talk eat bath everything!! all over again! Followed by more drug rehab and living in a recovery home for a year and a half. And I thought all of that was normal, no matter how Manu people told me that it wasn't normal at all, whether they were a professional telling me this or not, I still thought this was all normal and happened to everyone. I was wrong this isn't normal excessive drug use like that or like yours isn't normal or healthy. It's a miracle I survived this all, much less to be a fairly normal functioning girl today. I should be dead and I should have been dead many different times. I was lucky to make it and get the help I needed. The worst part is when you hear about the kids that aren't even necessarily doing the harder drugs such as heroin or meth, dieing because something just went wrong. Or someone shooting dope for their first time and overdosing and dieing with the needle still in their arm cuz that shit was cut with fetanyol and they don't even know what that is. You OD with that shit without even knowing that your ODing, and pay the ultimate consequence of losing your life. Because you just didn't know what you were dealing with, you thought you were invincible...but your not. I've lost plenty of loved ones to addiction, and each time it gets harder and harder. Don't put your loved ones through what I have. You have your whole life ahead of you still, do some soul searching and hopefully you'll find that the drugs just aren't worth it. Your not alone kid, there is a way out. There are treatment centers and the NA program as well as the AA program. Don't be another one lost to this sick disease. You've got a future ahead of you. Who knows what your here to do in your life, what great things your meant to achieve, or even who else's life your here to touch...maybe even save. If you can't do it for yourself, then do it for that person in the future that needs you, because their life might depend on you.
Wow I really have become a crazy weirdo on this shit, but it's all true
Cant stop the feeling
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I started doing all those things at an age even younger then 12. By the time I was 14 years old I had done just about every drug I could get my hands on. As well as become a full blown IV heroin addict, who had been to rehab already at least 3 or 4 times. That was all just at 14. By the time I was 16 years old I had been in treatment more then 10 times overdosed at least 7 times, and had flatlined and been pronounced dead by doctors to only somehow be revived after about 5 minutes going by! To then be in a coma for a month and on life-support to by some Devine miracle pulling through and waking up from a vegetable like state to going through physical rehab and learning how to walk talk eat bath everything!! all over again! Followed by more drug rehab and living in a recovery home for a year and a half. And I thought all of that was normal, no matter how Manu people told me that it wasn't normal at all, whether they were a professional telling me this or not, I still thought this was all normal and happened to everyone. I was wrong this isn't normal excessive drug use like that or like yours isn't normal or healthy. It's a miracle I survived this all, much less to be a fairly normal functioning girl today. I should be dead and I should have been dead many different times. I was lucky to make it and get the help I needed. The worst part is when you hear about the kids that aren't even necessarily doing the harder drugs such as heroin or meth, dieing because something just went wrong. Or someone shooting dope for their first time and overdosing and dieing with the needle still in their arm cuz that shit was cut with fetanyol and they don't even know what that is. You OD with that shit without even knowing that your ODing, and pay the ultimate consequence of losing your life. Because you just didn't know what you were dealing with, you thought you were invincible...but your not. I've lost plenty of loved ones to addiction, and each time it gets harder and harder. Don't put your loved ones through what I have. You have your whole life ahead of you still, do some soul searching and hopefully you'll find that the drugs just aren't worth it. Your not alone kid, there is a way out. There are treatment centers and the NA program as well as the AA program. Don't be another one lost to this sick disease. You've got a future ahead of you. Who knows what your here to do in your life, what great things your meant to achieve, or even who else's life your here to touch...maybe even save. If you can't do it for yourself, then do it for that person in the future that needs you, because their life might depend on you.
Wow I really have become a crazy weirdo on this shit, but it's all true