It’s addicting don’t keep smoking it. I wish I would have never started because now I don’t want to stop. I can’t stop smoking, I feel like I could but I don’t really want to but maybe it’s because I have no life, no friends, and I live alone and only leave my place to go to work. Weed makes life actually worth living, when I am high that is. Whenever I’m already high I keep finding myself wanting to smoke more and I wonder am I smoking because I want to feel this way even more or am I running away from my life. I’m also not really ever hungry or thirsty unless I’m high (the munchies and cottonmouth). But idk people say it effects people differently, maybe I’m only addicted to it because of my current situation. I’ve been smoking for 4 years and do it everyday, there have probably only been about 7-10 days in the last 4 years where I wasn’t high. Also I get paranoid about the police a lot, whenever I hear a knock on my door, or hear a car driving outside, or a car door closing the thought always pops up in my head that maybe it’s the police. So you may get a little bit paranoid if it’s illegal where you live, probably not to the extent I was though lol. But also, like I said, people say it affects people differently, so who knows.
Cannabis - I need advice
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It’s addicting don’t keep smoking it. I wish I would have never started because now I don’t want to stop. I can’t stop smoking, I feel like I could but I don’t really want to but maybe it’s because I have no life, no friends, and I live alone and only leave my place to go to work. Weed makes life actually worth living, when I am high that is. Whenever I’m already high I keep finding myself wanting to smoke more and I wonder am I smoking because I want to feel this way even more or am I running away from my life. I’m also not really ever hungry or thirsty unless I’m high (the munchies and cottonmouth). But idk people say it effects people differently, maybe I’m only addicted to it because of my current situation. I’ve been smoking for 4 years and do it everyday, there have probably only been about 7-10 days in the last 4 years where I wasn’t high. Also I get paranoid about the police a lot, whenever I hear a knock on my door, or hear a car driving outside, or a car door closing the thought always pops up in my head that maybe it’s the police. So you may get a little bit paranoid if it’s illegal where you live, probably not to the extent I was though lol. But also, like I said, people say it affects people differently, so who knows.