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Everyday is Painful

Hello ..want to ask something from you ..
please tell am i feeling normal:

I born in a middle class family.My parents do everything they could.They taught me well,good education,good food,good clothes,,,I was satisfied with what i have.Some times in school i felt sad about somethings that i dont have and others do..but later on i overcome this,,now i am a very satisfied person as far as materialistic things are concerned.But since my school days i felt alone..there were a friend of mine we were close but then she shows me attitude of her wealth that see i have this and you dont have.I kept quiet and she left me for some reason.After that i was little shaken..now after 8 years i start loving a girl she was from the normal status family as i am ,she was good but now she is being materialistic,has a rich boy friend.Every thing has been changed.She never meet me when i call for her,,But yes she do when she want me to do something for her.I was not like that ever but now when ever i meet her or her Boy friend I felt very low.There is always a fake smile on my face in front of them...Now a days i am feeling that our relationship doesnt last for along coz i dont have money,so i will not able to matchup her status.Day by day i am loosing my friend.I dont want a single penny from her just her lil time but i think What i have in my hand that she will stay with me.Dont know may be a few years later she herself throw me out as i am not at her level now..tell me guys what should i do.I love her a lot.

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