Bicurious feelings for just 1 guy

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ok so i have been friends with this kid since we were 5 and we did everything together we were like bros. i have had a couple gfs like every couple a months ill get 1 but it ussually only goes as far as making out except i got tit once yay. anyways i havent had a gf in like 6 months and ive been having really sexual feelings towards my friend . is this normal i feel bi curious but i could nvr see myself kissing another man that just gives me chills. and i couldnt date another man cause i think thats f**ked up . i think that when guys are closer than arms length i feel like im gay or sum sh*t. i guess im homophobic but u be the judge or w/e. i get a boner alot when i think of girls i know and girls i coulda banged but i also feel for my friend the same way its confusing. and its ben eating at me for about 2 yrs now im really depressed i thought that i would kill myself if i ever did anything homo cause i couldnt live with myself but than again i think killing urselfs for pussies. im just a confused 17 yr old male. what do u think i should do . IS THIS sh*t NORMAL

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Based on 16 votes (13 yes)
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  • Terence_the_viking
    11 years ago

    Yep everyone does it.

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  • -Smallz-
    13 years ago

    penile ejaculation

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  • peepantz
    14 years ago

    yo thanks for the comments but i got a gf now so i guess i dont have to wrry for now haha.

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  • ttainted
    14 years ago

    Killing yourself over doing something 'homo' is like killing yourself over trying a new food. Really. Curiosity and experimentation is hardly bad, and it's the only way for sure you'll be able to discover anything.

    If you end up not liking it? Great. Problem solved.

    If you do like it? Yay, more options are available now.

    I think it's more disturbing that you talk about offing yourself over something so trivial. You might want to seek help just for that.

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  • ricky22
    14 years ago

    The only problem here is that you've been brought up to believe that it's wrong to be anything other than 100%% straight. So what if you have feelings for your male friend? Why is that such a bad thing? The ancient Greeks used to love a bit of man-on-man action. It didn't make them any less manly.

    Now as to whether you should do anything about it, I wouldn't like to say. There's a chance that telling him how you feel would ruin your friendship. It depends how understanding he is, and how close you are to each other.

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