Betrayl in the marriage
My wife of many years seems to be changing; I have encouraged her to be more openminded and expand her horizons. I have not been exactly the loyal pure as driven snow husband that she thought I as I had a habit of chatting online with other women; fantasizing about experiences; however, it was not an attempt to seek pleasure outside my relationship, that's why when she founf out, she was devistated and basically announced to me that she can no longer look at me as the husband she married. I can't blame her, but in tje years that have transpired since, I have been dillegent in my desire to make my marriage better. The problem is trust, which she has zero.Everything since has been accusations and interogations; no pysical. Contact has been minimal and regretful; frankkly I don't see a resolution to this. I stil feel that I didn't cheat because my intent was the oposite; she feels that any contact outside the mnarriage is a betrayl. I agree with her now because I have clarity; the problem is there's no creit for awareness now.