Being hardly neglected by society
Hello guys,I have a serious problem that I want to share for discussion:
I'm being hardly neglected by society,as the title says,and by both genders but by women mostly...
I've never realized that till I made a social experience by my own and it was my idea:
For the first time,in high school,I standed alone admitting it to see if anyone approaches me by his will and choice ,I standed there couple hours even my school mates did not even approach me ,so,I realized that for me especially,they only talk to me only when I do first ,I swear to you no one ever approached me by his choice,so as,I don't have real friends ,I only have a few guys who enjoy my jokes and they sit with me rarely ,in most of the time,I tell them plz sit next to me...to make it real and TBH,I'm a normal guy by all criterias such as appearance behavior and anything else.i'm even considered handsome while I don't even compliment myself ,so as,every human I met told me that I'm so intelligent ,TBH,I never care about these compliments .I only need someone out of my family who really cares about me ,I'm now 18 years old ,I've never had a girlfriend or even a simple contact with girls because they don't handle me for an absolute weird reason,FUckk it,boys even tell me sometimes I'm handsome and cute and girls never told me even bye or hello ,i just feel so lonely since years ,no girl ever approached or interacted with me by her own ..in my ordinary days,I sit alone in class but I keep calling them to sit nearby ,every year ,my school class gets divised by two automatically and mates are couples and I'm the one who's the rest of the division operation ,I don't get a simple friend or a girlfriend,I only get boy mates who care about me 20% but never a girl..thank u god for making me able to express my feelings so as blame and complain about "the good guy" status in society...ty for reading :)