Bad experience

One day I was at home guy offered meet get a blowjob online but I wasn't thinking off the guy part just getting sucked so met up seen guy was half afraid tbh he gave a blowjob after wards I felt sick my nerves every where can't sleep can't eat regret it so much turns my stomach I am ashamed its stuck on my mind the sick feeling I love women not even attracted to men feel really bad n ashamed that was worst day my life biggest mistake ever I felt like I was used even tho was my own fault felt like killing myself over this experience never will a man be around me again i want a wife loads of kids I regret this so much pls be nice is it normal ??

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Based on 70 votes (45 yes)
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Comments ( 13 )
  • Justmehere

    One..Take a fkn English class and learn to write..This gave me a headache..Two..It's your own fault. Own up to it.

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  • Drphillis

    exactly what is your regret about? the fact that he sucked you or the fact that he was not good at it?

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  • TexasToast09

    It's normal for people to have regrets about the things they do in life, and sometimes when it feels like they did something that they feel is a major mistake, they feel a crushing amount of shame or regret about it.

    It's something that will take time. If you are having as much of a problem with it as you suggest you are, you should talk to a therapist. You are not overreacting, but your reaction is extreme(as most people's would be in this situation) and you should probably get help to deal with it.

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  • Tilkut3535

    Relax your not gay. If you dont find a healthy way to express your sexuality it'll find a way out. I would only ever want a relationship with a woman. But I've fooled around with a few guys. Only regret is that I didn't make it a regular thing with one guy.

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  • Watchingyoo

    Comments are hillarious... am not english speaker so dont judge my spelling..
    Man, just run to your girl and stick to her and with the times goes on you'll feel better.. keep your self busy i guess that helps the most

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  • randypete

    a mouth is a mouth no problem

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  • Drugsmoker666

    Happens more than you think. Its totally not gay to get a bj from a guy just for the bj aspect. You'll probably get more comfortable and less freaked out and go back and do it again. Its not really a big deal, nobodys going to care.

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    • Thomas321

      I can't sleep at night tho over it happened biggest regret off my life I feel literally sick to the stomach thanks for feedbk

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      • Drugsmoker666

        Dude you need to just stop giving so much of a crap. Who cares? You had a life experience and even if youjust decide it was a mistake just dont do it again. You got your dick sucked worse thjings have happened to people

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  • Biman458

    A mouth is a mouth. I met a guy once who never got a blow job from another man. He came in like 10 seconds lol, said he was hooked, guys give better blow jobs then women.

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  • Scottrodo

    Did you write this by typing on a phone with your toes while blindfolded?

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  • CozmoWank

    Say 5 Our Father's and 5 Hail Mary's and put 1 dollar in the poor box and all will be forgiven.

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  • peterrabbyt69

    Suck a cock yourself and you will be even!

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