Baby things

ok so i was at the supermarket and then i saw the kid/baby section and then i saw sippy cups and diapers and i thought to myself how cool would it be if i could be a baby again.so now i wanna drink from sippy cups and eat from baby plates or possibly wear a diaper i dont think i have any mental disorders like that and when my baby cousin(now she is older) would eat baby food(not breast milk) i would have it too also when my cousin was little and she was drinking from a bottle i wanted to do that too when my cousin was little i used to like eating her baby food i didnt take it away from her i just had a brand new bottle or whatever the hell they are called and i liked the taste of it. would also wanna be breastfed it would turn me on. also dont be mean about this if anyone is wondering im a guy btw so is it normal?