At what age you came to know that you get excited by being punished.

you'll stop liking it when you realise a girl would never treat someone she liked or respected like shit and laughs about it with guys she smokes weed with

I get excited over punishing a short fat chick. They're easy to use and push around. No esteem. They're happy to get what they get. Lol

I get excited over punishing fat

NEVER!

When I released my chagrin.

...? You sound stupid

I have never discovered it. It's not my cup of tea.

There isn't really any specified age