I wish I could be close but I cant I push people away and create walls to protect me I dont think I'll ever be able to destroy that wall with my parents.. it feels like they never cared about me and now that I'm grown up and there are chances I'll leave them they try to put love between us but it just makes me more angry I find it so fake nowadays it makes me feel revolting, appalling and it makes me more angry.
Are you close to your family? (not distance)
← View full post
I wish I could be close but I cant I push people away and create walls to protect me I dont think I'll ever be able to destroy that wall with my parents.. it feels like they never cared about me and now that I'm grown up and there are chances I'll leave them they try to put love between us but it just makes me more angry I find it so fake nowadays it makes me feel revolting, appalling and it makes me more angry.