Are you an alcoholic if you think about drinking when anxious?
I often have extremely stressful days which leaves me incredibly anxious at the end of the day and all I can think of is, I could just have a few drinks and make it go away. I could also meditate but the rational part of me is telling me there's a logic to my anxiety and that it's keeping me on my toes. It just sucks being in that state all the time. I used to have a few drinks every night for this reason but I quit. It didn't seem like enough to develop a dependency, though.