This One day I smoked way to much strong weed. Within a minute or 2 I felt the biggest panic attack coming on, I was definitely going to die this time. This was one of my worst attacks, my hart was beating way too hard and I could not get control of this one. Tried my usually steps to trick my body out of it, nothing worked. I hopped out of the car and sat there waiting to die. It was a very cold night and as my heart was pumping really hard and fast it did not take long for my body to get very cold. Once my brain realised my body was seriously cold it focused on that and not panicking. Like the flick of a switch I was out of that weird doom hell, but a was shaking from cold. Had another panic attack and thought I would try this chilling my body, jumped in a cold shower and just like that the panic attack stopped. It also works for me jumping in cold pools.
Has weed changed me as a person? Don't think so. Has anxiety changed me as a person? yes, Pro: really good senses, excellent alertness! Out in the world I notice way more then the normal person, not just threats and bad things I notice nice things to. I am always pointing things out in nature to people and they are like "dam, good eye, how you notice that". colours are way more intense now. Con: Worry worry worry, did I say worry, sometimes not knowing how to take a situation, like is this something to be afraid of or is it ok and normal. I also can not stand them florescent lights in supermarkets anymore, they give me a feeling of vertigo.
No I don't really smoke weed anymore. I would though on occasion if it was like organic (no chems, grown under the sun, natural compost soil) I was a heavy weed smoker from about 2001 to 2010, I noticed weed changing around 2008, just wasn't the same melow smoke that made you laugh and get the munchies anymore. was too strong and more just mad you paranoid.
I have heard that weed is way stronger now than it used to be, unfortunately I'm too young to have ever tried the lighter stuff. Whenever I smoke it I feel good for a bit and then go crazy anxious on it. I imagine the lighter stuff feels like the first hit.
I can't smoke the stuff. Way to much anxiety and paranoia. A laughing, munchie driven, mellow high sounds good but it doesn't exist these days.
That's why I like bush bud or the so called weaker shit. People call ya a pussy but why would I want stronger stuff and be stuck feeling bad for a few hours.
"munchie driven, mellow high"
Those were the days! Only way to be sure is get good quality seeds from a trusted source that has weed high in cbd and lower in thc then grow it yourself.
Anxiety is the worst
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This One day I smoked way to much strong weed. Within a minute or 2 I felt the biggest panic attack coming on, I was definitely going to die this time. This was one of my worst attacks, my hart was beating way too hard and I could not get control of this one. Tried my usually steps to trick my body out of it, nothing worked. I hopped out of the car and sat there waiting to die. It was a very cold night and as my heart was pumping really hard and fast it did not take long for my body to get very cold. Once my brain realised my body was seriously cold it focused on that and not panicking. Like the flick of a switch I was out of that weird doom hell, but a was shaking from cold. Had another panic attack and thought I would try this chilling my body, jumped in a cold shower and just like that the panic attack stopped. It also works for me jumping in cold pools.
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Do you still smoke weed? Has it changed you as a person?
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Has weed changed me as a person? Don't think so. Has anxiety changed me as a person? yes, Pro: really good senses, excellent alertness! Out in the world I notice way more then the normal person, not just threats and bad things I notice nice things to. I am always pointing things out in nature to people and they are like "dam, good eye, how you notice that". colours are way more intense now. Con: Worry worry worry, did I say worry, sometimes not knowing how to take a situation, like is this something to be afraid of or is it ok and normal. I also can not stand them florescent lights in supermarkets anymore, they give me a feeling of vertigo.
No I don't really smoke weed anymore. I would though on occasion if it was like organic (no chems, grown under the sun, natural compost soil) I was a heavy weed smoker from about 2001 to 2010, I noticed weed changing around 2008, just wasn't the same melow smoke that made you laugh and get the munchies anymore. was too strong and more just mad you paranoid.
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I have heard that weed is way stronger now than it used to be, unfortunately I'm too young to have ever tried the lighter stuff. Whenever I smoke it I feel good for a bit and then go crazy anxious on it. I imagine the lighter stuff feels like the first hit.
I can't smoke the stuff. Way to much anxiety and paranoia. A laughing, munchie driven, mellow high sounds good but it doesn't exist these days.
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That's why I like bush bud or the so called weaker shit. People call ya a pussy but why would I want stronger stuff and be stuck feeling bad for a few hours.
"munchie driven, mellow high"
Those were the days! Only way to be sure is get good quality seeds from a trusted source that has weed high in cbd and lower in thc then grow it yourself.