Angry, violent, hellish sex. is it normal?

Nope not normal, but what the hell, you only live once.

I'm sorry for my relatively short post and absolutely painful craptacular humor, my brain is full f--- right now, and all my writing skills have been out the door this past day.

Normal by what standard? As an extreme BDSMer your mild given you don't transcend that life-death barrier, but hath transcend be your fetish, then you, sir, have deviant behavior at least an infinity of standard deviations from the norm, i.e., slow and sensual phallocentric, increasingly gynocentric though I digress, loving; as an internet denizen and longtime frequenter, a return to the finite and I'd say three standard deviations, as the whole internet porn ordeal often metastasizes the mind into either seeking more and more deviant interests or suffering an onslaught of ennui or straight up nothing happening, the latter two being probably the most likely, but since the advent of internet porn there has been a significant increase in the some sexual deficiency appertaining to distractedness in coitus that means something like not attaining the peak of sexual arousal; sorry I cannot remember it. From a psychiatric perspective, though, your totally fucked up up there. From a anthropological perspective, your kinda like those medieval people and their fetish for those delightful beheadings and hangings. From a theological perspective, your going to Hell's Hell's Hell somewhere lower than Malborge and so scary mothafudgin' Satan has nightmares about it where P'porpippo will pull the ultimate irony and rape you with his ten-thousand cock-tentacles reaming every orifice in your body the size of twenty-thousand buttholes and then rip you like tons of new ones. From a 4Chan-/ED-ers perspective, you awwright! And from my philosophical perspective, you are the product of the confluence of late capitalist and patriarchal-tending and, a product of the aforesaid, desensitization, the former two constituting Western gestalt that has taken your, also a significant factor thereby certain genetic predilectors, mind and sexuality and perverted them to highly deviant levels nearly warranting tracing your IP address for psychiatric assessment of mental stability, or just plain confirmation of being fictive, and the greater, societal, good, but I doesn't because what you desire is actually available by legal means and, well, let's just leave it at I know I guy who is similar and browses some BDSM forms and I reccommend the same thing; overall, an objective departure from the norm, contemporary statistics and general historical consensus, and, thus, not normal. All seriousness, if this is non-fiction, then please, for the sake of some innocent woman's psychological well-being, seek out a psychiatrist and start pondering your relationships with your mother, heheh, lol.