Am i wrong for hating my best friend?
I hate her, I absolutely can't stand her, even on Myspace! it's pathetic.
We used to be really close. Like, basically did everything together and when one of us was absent from school, it would be miserable because we only hung out with each other. We were like sisters.
ANYWAYS, even at that time I had these feelings but not as bad.
So I had this group of friends in the grade above me, and I introduced my "best friend" to on of the girls, and she liked her, so she invited her to hang out, and basically it was all about her, not me. Even though there was jealousy, what bothers me most is that changed. She started being a HUGE b**ch to me! every little thing i did, she would say something really b**chy or b**ch me out and acted like i was stupid. Basically she acted like she didn't want to deal with me. But it's not like I could avoid her because she was friends WITH MY FRIENDS.She started acting like them, and talking like them etc. She was being fake, everytime I hung out with her alone, she was normal,but as soon as my friends came into the picture again, she acted like a different person. so I had enough of her sh*t and I told her that she was being a b**ch and acting like a fool and looking like one too, and that she was fake, and as soon as i did that, she acted like she was the victim, saying "OMG! I DID NOTHING! WHAT AM I DOING!? YOU HATE ME FOR NO REASON!!" yeah, pretty pathetic. anyways, i got over it and she stopped being a b**ch sort of, and we became close again in 8th grade.
she hangs out with dirty people and druggies, even though she do drugs anymore. and everytime i ask to hangout, she wants to hangout with those people too. so i was like f**k it, and avoided her for 5 months. and now i'm back in the picture, but she's really unpleasant to be around, and is b**chy again.
is because i avoided her?
i mean, i did because i felt i out grew her, and i decided to give her another chance, but she's still the same old fake self. should i just give up and find a new friend?
i mean, aside from what i just wrote,i honestly cannot stand the way she talks, the way she dresses, her personality in general.
we have nothing in common.