Am i too dependent on others?
It feels like nothing I achieved had meaning unless I did it together with someone else, for example studying, setting goals. I can do anything with huge determination and fun if it's with someone and it gets us closer. My boyfriend's schedule is too busy for that. I don't have any friends because all people I meet are too mediocre or too different from me. I can't live normally without a close like-minded friend. Is this normal? Or is it not and I should find a way to be ok on my own?