Yeah we both apologized now.
We argue regularly but never this intense before. The last time I was really mad at him was when he persuaded me to loose my virginity and I was 17. I didn't know any better since my parents kicked me out in the middle of highschool. I still kinda regret it now because I wasn't ready and was suffering from sexual abuse. I got really mad when he kept trying to make me sleep with him and I called him a pedophile that's when he slapped me. But once again I felt like it was my fault because I called him disgusting name, and he ignored me for days. I Felt so guilty that I slept with him, and tried to forget about the heated argument we had.
Now I'm starting to think maybe I stayed with him so long because I felt unwanted and thrown out like trash by people who should have loved me. I never got any nicer treatment from someone that close to me.
But I think leaving him is the right thing to do now. And thank you that means a lot to me to hear that even from a stranger.
He's sounds like an opportunistic piece of shit who took advantage of your innocence and vulnerability. SHAME ON HIM! I officially declare him a massive piece of shit! He's notime a good person.
Do whatever you can to empower yourself so you can get out on your own, honey! I support you. I've never met you, but you are in my thoughts and prayers!
He made things worse, and I clunged onto him because I was scared of being alone. Feels good to talk about my problem here, I've been in denial for a long time and blaming my self. I can't believe I almost wanted to forgive him and move on, and continue our relationship. Especially after what he said that started our most recent argument.
Am I to blame for this abuse?
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Yeah we both apologized now.
We argue regularly but never this intense before. The last time I was really mad at him was when he persuaded me to loose my virginity and I was 17. I didn't know any better since my parents kicked me out in the middle of highschool. I still kinda regret it now because I wasn't ready and was suffering from sexual abuse. I got really mad when he kept trying to make me sleep with him and I called him a pedophile that's when he slapped me. But once again I felt like it was my fault because I called him disgusting name, and he ignored me for days. I Felt so guilty that I slept with him, and tried to forget about the heated argument we had.
Now I'm starting to think maybe I stayed with him so long because I felt unwanted and thrown out like trash by people who should have loved me. I never got any nicer treatment from someone that close to me.
But I think leaving him is the right thing to do now. And thank you that means a lot to me to hear that even from a stranger.
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He's sounds like an opportunistic piece of shit who took advantage of your innocence and vulnerability. SHAME ON HIM! I officially declare him a massive piece of shit! He's notime a good person.
Do whatever you can to empower yourself so you can get out on your own, honey! I support you. I've never met you, but you are in my thoughts and prayers!
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He made things worse, and I clunged onto him because I was scared of being alone. Feels good to talk about my problem here, I've been in denial for a long time and blaming my self. I can't believe I almost wanted to forgive him and move on, and continue our relationship. Especially after what he said that started our most recent argument.