Am i nuts or what? lol
So the storie starts back in 2003. I was offered some ecstasy at a party and like any other drug hell yeah ill do it! I was young and dumb! Anyway yeah i liked it, I liked it a little to much! I finally slept 3 days later about 10 or 15 pills i had eaten. So when i woke up i just didnt feel right, and was just praying someday id wake up and feel normal again. That never happend! I started letting it eat me up on the inside, i was so paranoid and had the worst anxiety attacks ive ever had, and started thinking that there was some way everybody could here my thoughts as i was thinking them, word by word. So in 2005 i was addmited to the hostpital and was put on 3 different medications. For around 3 months it just went away and i didnt care if people could here my thoughts. Ever since after the months went by ive grown to thinking thoughts i dont mean(horrible,sick,twisted and some just plain pointless) But it's very obvious to me that people can hear them. Ive asked friends relatives etc, but no one will admit it. And yet they'll repeat some of these thoughts to me while talking to me or other people around and they laugh about it! Believe me i make up some very original thoughts in my head, and they are repeated during conversation. On a few occasions ive punched people because i thought they just repeated something i thought! So am i just nuts or is this really happening? If true then how is it possible? and why would people be doing this to me? Ive done nothing to deserve any of this! Some advice would be nice or if someone else has this happening to them! Please let me know!