Am i normal am i insane

am i normal? is there something wrong with me? I know this may just be me "being a teenager" but i seriously think there's something wrong with me and i need closure.

i have ZERO self esteem, the only thing i can physically laugh at nowadays is my stupidity, i CRY ALL THE TIME, i'm failing maths because im too slow at thinking, My mood, personatlity, and perspective on everything change rapidly, i weird out everyone i know, i HAVE A BILLION THOUGHTS AT A TIME at a time and it makes my head all fuzzy and i can't think, i worry ALL THE TIME about everything, i feel guilty all the time and i just wanna do the right thing all the time wsedxrctvgbhjn NONE OF THIS MAKES SENSEEDSGVNHJUREDFY

so yea tell me if anyone feels the same way :)
im in year 10 btw

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  • Chocobonobble

    Yeah I felt like that too. But I think it was because of the bulling and my run down family.

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  • Del

    Calm down bro, take it easy, life doesn't deserve that much of worry .. find a hobby or something you like in order to avoid these thoughts.

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  • Memes

    It depends on the person whether this is normal or not. Either way I would recommend seeing a psychologist. Even if you don't have mental illness (which does not always equal crazy), they can teach you techniques to control your emotions better.

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  • Xander389

    I felt the exact same way when I was a teen. I am 65 now and have had times when I feel better and times when I don't. You are experiencing racing thoughts and that get in the way of being Abel to learn and pay attention. I now see a psychiatrist and am medicated and am somewhat better. I should of stared with meds and psychological help when I was young but nothing was available. Now there is. I understand you. Get help try to be happy you are not bad at math you just can't concentrate teen years are hard. Hope you find help and peace. ❤️

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  • RoseIsabella

    Doesn't sound that incredibly abnormal, but it probably wouldn't hurt to see a mental health professional. Try not to feel too bad about the math thing, because plenty of people are bad at math. However, if you can't concentrate at all that's an entirely different matter. Try not to be too hard on yourself. In my humble opinion it does sound like your struggling with anxiety and depression though.

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  • Murun

    "Year 10" will mean nothing outside the UK. It's as bad as Americans quoting grades instead of age.
    Anyway, it's quite normal to be confused at thta age.. It gets easier as you grow a bit older.

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