Am i normal

Well im kinda an addict in a way. I'm sexualy aroused by wearing womens underwear and i just love the feel of g-strings, thongs, panties, bras, tights, dresses, high heels, gridles, short shorts and in general wearing womens clothing (especially thongs and g-strngs i love the way it pokes out of your jeans or the string at the back sticking up my ass. I've worn g-strings underneath my trousers in public and i purpesly lean down to pick something up to reveal it poking out. and i stretch in public to reveal something like a silk bow at the top front of my jeans. Thats not all i even wore a bikini to go swiming before. I put it on and just walked around a bit with people pushing me out of the changing rooms into the pool pool. I hid a g-string in my lockr for a thrill and they fell out. then later i tried them on in the cubical and all these boys pushed the door open and saw me in a green silk g-string, so they pushed me out into the hall outside so lots of walkers by stopped and laughed and took pictures of me in a g-string and the boys then looked in my bag and found stockings and a bra dragged me outside round a corner and forced me to wear them and walk around for 3 hours just going into shops and picking stuff up. I eventually got in the leisure centre and got dressed in my jeans and top. i was walking home when they all were waiting in a park. They made me wear the bra, g-string, stockings and gridle again and tied me to the lampost all night until peoplelet me down. i had to lie to my paerents as to why i was out and that is it.HELP the boys always make me put stuff on and dance and things. theve stopped now and im still adicted to thongs.