Am i insane?

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I'm 19 and my dad died two years ago. It's well known in my family that he had schizophrenia. I also know that schizophrenia is genetic. After he died, a lot of my friends left me because I became depressed and a social outcast. But for the past year and a half, I have been talking to my stuffed rabbit. I talk to him about everything, and I hear him reply. I sleep with him, and keep him in my car when I go anywhere. But lately I've been hearing him when he's not next to me, like he'll talk to me from the other room. But we only ever talk about what happened in the day, or a movie or something like that. He's never told me to do anything. However, he "suggests" we do something like watch "his" favorite movie or show, or what to talk about. The only other thing like that is if I forgot where he is, we'll "play" Marco Polo. But I know, every time I hear him, that it's just my imagination.
I'm aware that his voice is in my head, but I was always told that if you are schizophrenic you don't realize that. Am I just trying to find a friend in him, or am I truly insane?
Thinking about this has really troubled me, and I would like some actual feedback.
(p.s. I'm too poor to afford any therapy, which is why I haven't gone yet)

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  • jasonapple
    13 years ago

    You need more friends. Why don't you write a children's book about a stuffed rabbit that comes to life?

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  • Akerberus
    14 years ago

    Well at this point you're not since you KNOW that he isn't real,however the line could start to blur very soon. I suggest you get some help very soon.

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  • angel_of_chaos
    14 years ago

    You may have schizoaffective disorder, schizophrenia, or another disorder. Please seek treatment; there are psychiatrists who charge on a sliding scale. Some may even see you free of charge. Call around and ask about their payment policies, you really should see someone.

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  • Jim_Pfoss
    15 years ago

    Assuming this is on the level,
    Seems you know how to use a computer, so do some research on your disease. Schizophrenia is usually progressive and typically first presents in people your age.
    You say you can't afford treatment. Can you afford not to get it?

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  • fullhouse
    11 years ago

    You don't have schizophrenia based.on your symptoms. I do advice you to go see a therapist if this progresses.. But honestly I think it's not schizophrenia..

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  • spoon4d
    12 years ago

    If one day that Rabbit suggests you watch "Cocktail" or any other film that you had no idea about, then fucking run bitch run. Because that probably isn't your rabbit, someone else is living inbetween the walls in your home.

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  • [Old Memory]
    12 years ago

    I'm assuming you and your stuffed animal have sex too?

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  • weird_sheep123
    13 years ago

    If you haven't already tried talking to a psychiatrist then try. having an imaginary friend has proven to be good though, it can lead to a successful life in theater

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    crazy fool

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago

    lol loads of people i know have died doesnt mean i go talking to teddys lol i have a feeling ur making this up and if u are how sad are youu

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  • [Old Memory]
    14 years ago

    I think getting free counseling at a mental health clinic in a hospital or elsewhere would really help. Your dad's medical history is one thing. The grief you are having from his loss another - my condolences. And the questions you have about your own mental health are worth getting information and support around.

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  • elf_princess
    14 years ago

    look here. may be it's just the result of your psycological trauma after your father's death? try to be with people as much as possible. do some sports. don't be alone. if everything is much serious (i'm sorry but i think it is), seek treatment. there are free sessions. you're a 19 year old clever young man. i'm sure you'll cope with it!! go - go!!

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  • bruhjay1
    14 years ago

    you are schizophrenic

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  • hallo101
    14 years ago

    this seems really serious. this may take some time, and yea there are free sesions

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  • marijuana
    14 years ago

    what you need is a bong...and some weed. make you feel alright...there's no such thing as schizophrenia. you're just depressed. get that bud

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  • anxietyme
    14 years ago

    I think this post is just to get a rise oughta people and not real.... But if I am wrong you really need to seek some help, be honest with your family and im sure they will help you get help.. good luck.

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