Am i insain? help, please!
For tha longest time i've thought something was wrong with me. I sometimes will catch myself talking to me. I have detailed conversations about things i don't remember afterwards. Sometimes i feel like im extremely special other times i don't know if i even exist. The wierd thing is i still have friends, i party with my friends pretty often, but i always find myself over anylizing every situation when im with them. When im alone i sort of separate myself from the rest of the world. When i go for a ciarette ill catch myself smokein 2 mabey 3 in a row so i can finish the conversation with myself while still smokeing. There are some parts of my life that i repress, but i know i reppress it. i can't remember my secound grade year of school, i know it was horrible, but i don't really remember any of it. Sometimes i ask myself if im crazy, but can i really be crazy if i know im crazy? I find that when i dont understand why something is happening a certain way, ill make up a rediculouse seonario explainin the situation. when the situjtation is resolved i have a feelin that i can't really explain. I'm almost obsessive when it comes to understanding something. even if it makes me have a complex conversation with myself for periods of time ranging from 20 minutes to 3 to 4 hours. theres so much i can't explain. I've lived my entire life from inside my head. sometimes ill do something and not know why until a day later and then it alll makes sence... am i crazy? do i need help? whats wrong with me??