Am i going crazy
I find my self always forgetting what i do, example: i will remember pointless things like where every object in my bedroom is placed, yet at the same time i will forget things that i have done, i only briefly remember my childhood and put together a story from family pictures and i forget to call or contact people, its like out of sight out of mind.
Now for the Crazy Genius part, I always find myself drawing new inventions, from aircraft, to weapons, i find my self always improving what i have to make it work harder faster and better. And even to go as far out as new un thought of ways to harness energy.
I am detached from people and apart from immediate family i find my self unable to connect with anyone. Friends i have, but close friends?
I never discuss my feelings, and for some reason can easily switch off all my emotion.
What do you think?
Am i destined to be a slightly unhinged genius in my secret laboratory, or is there hope of me leading an average life.