Am i gay? what should i do?

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I began to notice something I find strange lately. I am only ever really, completely turned on when I think about two guys doing it. I find it incredibly sexy. And I then continue to think about how fun it must be to "take" a guy like that. I'm genuinely curious. I'm fine with being gay. But there's really only one problem. I'm a girl. And I like being a girl. I just only sometimes want to be a guy so I could take one.
I mean, I still like doing it with a guy, but I know I am a sadist, and would enjoy dominating a man like that. I'm just not sure if this is caused my thoughts that you can't ever be completely in control when a guy is doing you. Then that in turn, turns me off. And I hate a majority of women, so I'm fairly certain I'm not lesbian. After all, I dislike them *cough* down there.
Should I just try to get over it?
I mean, I don't want a sex change. I only want to be a guy during sex. And no, a strap on won't help because I want to FEEL being inside there.
I'm so confused about my sexuality and what I want.
Does anyone have any ideas?
(Because I'm fairly certain this is NOT normal)

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  • bubbleelectric
    10 years ago | pl

    Oh my fucking god everything you said... it's my situation EXACTLY. It irritates me quite a lot sometimes, I just try not to think about it by watching gay porn... fml.

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  • Allison3469
    12 years ago | pl

    Garden of Eden :) and yes, I think it's completely normal.

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  • sfosternyc
    12 years ago | pl

    Same

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  • NotSoLaky
    12 years ago | pl

    One word.... Strap-on. Well kinda two words but u know ;) but yeah u get to dominate a man and be a man haha.

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  • [Old Memory]
    13 years ago | pl

    Honestly, I think you are fine. My girlfriend and I do all sorts of weird things but we are truly loving and caring toward the other. The best advice I could give you is find a guy who is interested in the same things as you are sexually and go from there.

    But I will state this again...

    THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH YOU.

    Also, if you want to have sex with two guys at once, put an ad on Craigslist and go that way to get it out. I'm not gay but that is how I hear it's done.

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