Am i gay? bisexual?

I am 17 y.o boy. When I was a child, I admire every handsome boy and I said it honestly to my sister.
But I got a girlfriend when I was 12 and I had never knew about homosexual. It started after I broke up, I loved to searching for penis photos and everything about it. When I was 13-15 I was active on a chatting app, and I loved to do chat sex with some gays.
But I loved a girl when I was 16, she looked 'tomboy' but still normal.
I loved her, and I confessed. She said that she also love me, but she doesn't want to going out right now. So I promised that I'll keep my love for her until she's ready.
I loved her for about 1 year, and when I was graduated to the next level on school, I got a friend (boy).
At first I wasn't feel anything special about it. But it happened after 3 months, he gave me a sweater without any reason.
The truth is I love it when a boy treats me well (maybe like his little brother).
Then I tried to be closer to him, and he treat me like a girl.
I always try to denying that I love boy, but I feel that I 'really' love him and I'm ignoring girls now.

Am I gay?

Is It Normal?
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  • Possibly.

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  • Haha, youre going through your first run in with a sexuality check. Dont flip out now.

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  • Not enough info to say you're gay or bi. Took me until I was 28 to know I was bi. I went through several phases until I married a woman who accepts it. I'll chat with you about it if you want.

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  • Maybe curious.

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  • well yes i would say you are gay being that you
    just said all of this or you could be confused.

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  • Quite possibly. You may be bisexual, ignore the love bit for a moment and just look at some men and women, do you find them both physically attractive? what about sexually? maybe try masturbating to images of men and see if that does it for you... but the only sure way I guess is to try something with another guy

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