You have NPD and will be toxic to people around you, your husband will feel less and less like a human because of your defect and you are too disturbed to stop it. Think of yourself as leukemia for the soul.
When you start having paranoid thoughts that people are after you it's you starting to understand you are poison to them. your kids will eventually make plans on your life, but completing their goal will not entirely cure them from your poison.
There is one thing you could do with yourself in order for your family to thrive, but you are too weak, anxious and self-absorbed to eradicate the toxic from their life.
Am I being selfish
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You have NPD and will be toxic to people around you, your husband will feel less and less like a human because of your defect and you are too disturbed to stop it. Think of yourself as leukemia for the soul.
When you start having paranoid thoughts that people are after you it's you starting to understand you are poison to them. your kids will eventually make plans on your life, but completing their goal will not entirely cure them from your poison.
There is one thing you could do with yourself in order for your family to thrive, but you are too weak, anxious and self-absorbed to eradicate the toxic from their life.