Am i becoming a loner?
Hi. Well i can look like just the average guy around, but recently i have been feeling rather out of ordinary, to the point which i am starting to dread that i have become a loner.
It was just recently, i started to realise that my class hates me, apart from my few close guy friends, all the girls and some guys hates me, and they don't take me seriously or think i am being an 'asshole' in class.
I try to keep to myself then, and i rarely talk in class anymore, afraid that people may hate me. For some reasons, i feel that avoiding interactions with my classmates help to ease the tensions, and perhaps they may change their perceptions of me?
I try to keep to myself most of the time. sometimes my classmates pretend to be neutral to me, but i know they had discussions about me and they have talked about how they disliked me behind my back. I also feel that no one is being truthful to me.
And some time i feel that i am just not good with girls. I have receive compliments on my looks, i am tall and i consider myself to be pleasant looking. But i am awkward with girls and i have a feeling that they want to avoid me.
Lastly, i used to be jovial and lively in my class, and now as time goes by, i feel that perhaps its time to shut myself down and keep to myself. I don't consider myself to be lacking of friends, i wonder if this is normal, and if i should ever become a loner and carry on with my independent life, is it normal?