Firstly i hope you are ok, that was a horrendous experience. You are worth so much more than that. I think you were vulnerable and He took advantage of you. it was sick of him to say it, that was harassment in itself. But there are men like that out there and you have to be able to say no, you put your safety and life at risk by agreeing to go into his hotel room alone. I understand you were struggling with money but your life should come first. What you did was prostitution as you intended to sell your body for sex...BUT You dont have to live the rest of your life believing you are a whore because of that incident. Forgive yourself and move on. Learn from it that there is no amount of money that can pay for your suffering for someone else's pleasure. Even if you had got the money it wouldn't have been enough.
Am I a Whore now?
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Firstly i hope you are ok, that was a horrendous experience. You are worth so much more than that. I think you were vulnerable and He took advantage of you. it was sick of him to say it, that was harassment in itself. But there are men like that out there and you have to be able to say no, you put your safety and life at risk by agreeing to go into his hotel room alone. I understand you were struggling with money but your life should come first. What you did was prostitution as you intended to sell your body for sex...BUT You dont have to live the rest of your life believing you are a whore because of that incident. Forgive yourself and move on. Learn from it that there is no amount of money that can pay for your suffering for someone else's pleasure. Even if you had got the money it wouldn't have been enough.