Am i a lesbian?

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Ok but first of all, I LOVE boys. I've definitely never been infatuated with a girl before, only boys, and a large bunch of them too. Though, I would occasionally find myself staring dreamily at a pretty girl's face, and almost always at her ass. I love masculine bodies but women always turn me on more. And whenever I find myself watching porn, I'm always staring at the girl.

I don't know if this is relevant, but I've also never been the slightest bit of a girly girl. I like hanging out with guys and I sometimes dress like them. But what's been bothering me lately is something I noticed myself doing. There's this really cute girl in my class and all the boys enjoy teasing her and trying to get a reaction out of her or just her attention. She's always cold and we know she hates turning on the ceiling fans, so we'd turn them on and wait for her reaction (she usually squeals adorably and stomps over to turn it off). And the thing is, whenever I'm standing next to the classroom door, ill always subconsciously lift my hand to turn the fans off and then immediately stare at her, just like all the guys do. I might be thinking too much into it, but ive noticed that I'm the only girl who just loves teasing other girls. I love getting their attention, and I absolutely LOVE it when they laugh at my jokes.

All my peers, including my family, are religious muslims (I live in the middle east) so its out of the question to even think about asking someone I know. and I don't plan on doing anything with this new information (except keep it safely hidden in the back of my mind forever), but this is torturing me and I just need to know wether I'm gay or not.

You're Bisexual? 13
I don't care 3
Don't worry this is normal, you're straight 1
Yep... very gay 🏳️‍🌈 3
I don't think you're gay 2
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  • [Old Memory]
    5 years ago

    A quick note, being stereotypically feminine or masculine doesn't have anything to with your orientation.

    You sound like you're most likely bi. Being bi doesn't mean you have to like both men and women to the same degree or in the same way, just that you hold some amount of attraction for both.

    However, labels are just meant to help you understand yourself, so I wouldn't recommend you get yourself caught too much up in them; just figure out what you like personally, and if a label helps you understand that, great.

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  • BoisBalls
    5 years ago

    Yep... fuck labels. And avoid labeling yourself. Go with what you are comfortable with and what makes you feel alive and happy.

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  • [Old Memory]
    5 years ago

    Probs bi but fuck labels experiment and find out for yourself.

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  • palehorse
    4 years ago

    You sound bi.

    I hope that one day you'll be able to live in a more accepting community!

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  • Ellenna
    5 years ago

    You seem to be bisexual, which is normal, most people are to some extent, whether or not they act on it. If you don't believe you can act on it in relation to this girl, just forget it and be her friend, it sounds as if she needs one.

    I'm more concerned about this stupid teasing of one person by a group than I am about your sexuality: that sounds like bullying to me. Do you have the guts to tell these morons to stop it and leave her alone? What would you like to happen if you were being subjected to this instead of her?

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    • Anonymous Post Author
      5 years ago

      Sorry, I should've been more clear. It's definitely NOT bullying. We're all close friends, and we know she secretly loves the attention she gets when all the guys literally fight to try to make her laugh the most. She never gets agitated or upset over us turning on the ceiling fan because she knows we only do it to grab her attention.

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  • brutus
    5 years ago

    Sounds bi.

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  • WeirdGuyFromTheSouth
    5 years ago

    Yeah fuck labels who cares

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