Always depressed when i have nothing to do
At the moment I am unemployed, under-qualified and inexperienced. I find this extremely depressing since most of my life I have been extremely ambitious, although I've gone the wrong way about it and realize what the world is really like. I find small pleasures in going out and socializing, although not even 10mins after all that, I sit and think about how I am not actually doing anything to make a living. It is hard to even get the lowest paying job here where I stay, I don't even have the slightest clue as to where I might begin. How do I regain my willpower? I've been going through so many things to try and stay afloat but I feel as though I've hit rock bottom, and there's no point on even trying anymore.