Well, to be 100%, completely honest, there are many times where I wish my dad (birth dad) got his wish, and I had been aborted. I ended up with bipolar disorder, OCD, and recently diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. I'm an effing train wreck lol. So yeah, there are many times when I wish that I was aborted, when I'm having an episode or depression. During my "good" times, I honestly don't even think about him or the situation, and even when I was told about it when I was younger, I was just like "Oh wow, I have a backstory!" It was more joy than anything, knowing that people wanted me. The depression doesn't have anything to do with knowing my dad wanted me gone, though, I really want to make that clear. It's all the disorders that affect me chemically. :)
Abortion: Against or For?
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Well, to be 100%, completely honest, there are many times where I wish my dad (birth dad) got his wish, and I had been aborted. I ended up with bipolar disorder, OCD, and recently diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia. I'm an effing train wreck lol. So yeah, there are many times when I wish that I was aborted, when I'm having an episode or depression. During my "good" times, I honestly don't even think about him or the situation, and even when I was told about it when I was younger, I was just like "Oh wow, I have a backstory!" It was more joy than anything, knowing that people wanted me. The depression doesn't have anything to do with knowing my dad wanted me gone, though, I really want to make that clear. It's all the disorders that affect me chemically. :)