A gay teenager to become upset and sad when seeing a hetero couple?
Long story short, I get extremely frustrated sometimes when couples (all hetero because it seems as though I'm the only gay guy) show affection towards each other and hug and kiss? I mean I'm happy for them and wish them best and all, but I cannot stand to it long enough until I start to feel as though I died inside. It angers me how I feel like I'm all alone, the only gay in the school? Or so it appears. So I come home and stuff, I feel all sad and during school I can (in rare infrequent cases) get thoughts of suicide. I know I need to speak with someone and get in touch with my guidance counselor and such, don't tell me that, I need help and advice. Is it normal that I feel this way?