I'm so tired. I just want to commit suicide. I've worked on myself for 2 years. I've progressed externally and internally so much but I just can't help but feel like everything is a joke in comparison to how I felt.
Nothing will ever feel as intense or unique as your first loving physical relationship. Your romantic relationships change slightly. You become more comfortable with yourselfvas well as with certain aspects of them, they are different as people are different.
Your experience will allow you to explore a new relationship from a different perspective plus they are still as enjoyable, just not the same.
One day when you least expect it someone will catch your eye, her the same. Contact details will be exchanged & another romance will blossom. Just give it a chance.
Yes, it's understandable. My first love Amber, when I was 17, I still have thought of her now and again and I'm in my 40s now. You don't forget your first
I will always love her . We never actually broke up, it just ended up turning into a long distance relationship and it stopped working and we had to each move on.
Don't give up on life, a year from now things could be fantastic. After my wife died, I wanted to kill myself, but I had to stick around for my son, and I'm glad I did. it's been a slow process, but things are starting to turn around for the better. Keep putting one foot in front of the other.
2 years and still not over my ex
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I'm so tired. I just want to commit suicide. I've worked on myself for 2 years. I've progressed externally and internally so much but I just can't help but feel like everything is a joke in comparison to how I felt.
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You just have to keep on keeping on.
Nothing will ever feel as intense or unique as your first loving physical relationship. Your romantic relationships change slightly. You become more comfortable with yourselfvas well as with certain aspects of them, they are different as people are different.
Your experience will allow you to explore a new relationship from a different perspective plus they are still as enjoyable, just not the same.
One day when you least expect it someone will catch your eye, her the same. Contact details will be exchanged & another romance will blossom. Just give it a chance.
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Is it normal to still be sad? To miss her? Is it normal to feel pathetic that she doesn't still have feelings for me?
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Yes, it's understandable. My first love Amber, when I was 17, I still have thought of her now and again and I'm in my 40s now. You don't forget your first
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Do you still love her? Do you still feel sad sometimes? If not, at what point did you feel like you could not be sad anymore?
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I will always love her . We never actually broke up, it just ended up turning into a long distance relationship and it stopped working and we had to each move on.
Sad, a little maybe. Miss her, no. Feel pathetic, no.
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Sorry, do you mean it's not normal to feel sad and pathetic?
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Not normal to feel pathetic. Normal to feel a tinge of sadness.
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Thanks for all that you've said
It's normal to feel sad, it's not pathetic.
Don't give up on life, a year from now things could be fantastic. After my wife died, I wanted to kill myself, but I had to stick around for my son, and I'm glad I did. it's been a slow process, but things are starting to turn around for the better. Keep putting one foot in front of the other.