!sexing complications!
I have no sexual desire yet I have a very high sex drive?
I mean this in the way that I am straight, not a virgin, and do find men attractive...but I simply have not brought myself to having sex with them for years now/being interested enough to do so.
I started sexually experimenting when I was very young, lost my virginity at 14, and my pique was around 16 to 18...I was very, very lewd and perverse. After 18, my desire for sex died out. It just was not satisfying anymore, I've lost it.
Yet I contradict myself because I actually have a very high "sex drive" equal to that of a constantly barking dog I have to "feed" by masturbating...and I have to masturbate very frequently for such a gluttonous dog, and to such tags that make me wonder why the police have not banged down my door yet.
Why am I like this? Is this normal?