I honestly feel the same way. I wouldn’t label myself as a smoker because the only time I would ever smoke would be with my sister and her boyfriend, that being only a few times. I liked the relaxed feeling and life was just good when I was high.
However, about a month ago I had experienced the worst weed trip of my life. A couple months prior I had gone cross and had a bit of a bad trip but my sister was thankfully able to calm me down. This time was horrid. Granted I smoked wayyy to much for my personal tolerance, nonetheless it scarred me.
Much like you, I felt like was dying, but I kept relieving parts of my life over again in sequence. I thought I had figured out the secret behind life; I was that far deep in my mind. It was almost as if I had completely opened my brain up and every thought and memory kept pouring out at once. That’s when my sister told me that I started screaming and she had to hold my arms down to keep from pulling my hair out.
It felt like I was never getting out of it, the only thing that grounded me was my sister. As long as I was able to focus on her and that I knew she was there, I was able to bring myself out of it.
Afterwards, when I got home I was just dealing with the residual high, and thankfully I was able to watch some tv and fall asleep. The morning after I had the worst anxiety. I had my moments of anxiousness before but never to the point where it just comes out of nowhere. I remember crying practically all day.
It’s a month later and I still feel anxious, especially right when I wake up. I can’t seem to get out of my head and I over analyzing everything more than usual.
So I completely understand your decision to not smoke anymore, the most important thing is to do what’s best for you and your mind.
2 months after weed bad trip still feeling bad, what to do?
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I honestly feel the same way. I wouldn’t label myself as a smoker because the only time I would ever smoke would be with my sister and her boyfriend, that being only a few times. I liked the relaxed feeling and life was just good when I was high.
However, about a month ago I had experienced the worst weed trip of my life. A couple months prior I had gone cross and had a bit of a bad trip but my sister was thankfully able to calm me down. This time was horrid. Granted I smoked wayyy to much for my personal tolerance, nonetheless it scarred me.
Much like you, I felt like was dying, but I kept relieving parts of my life over again in sequence. I thought I had figured out the secret behind life; I was that far deep in my mind. It was almost as if I had completely opened my brain up and every thought and memory kept pouring out at once. That’s when my sister told me that I started screaming and she had to hold my arms down to keep from pulling my hair out.
It felt like I was never getting out of it, the only thing that grounded me was my sister. As long as I was able to focus on her and that I knew she was there, I was able to bring myself out of it.
Afterwards, when I got home I was just dealing with the residual high, and thankfully I was able to watch some tv and fall asleep. The morning after I had the worst anxiety. I had my moments of anxiousness before but never to the point where it just comes out of nowhere. I remember crying practically all day.
It’s a month later and I still feel anxious, especially right when I wake up. I can’t seem to get out of my head and I over analyzing everything more than usual.
So I completely understand your decision to not smoke anymore, the most important thing is to do what’s best for you and your mind.