I was looking on Google as I had the worst experience of my life last night after sharing a joint.
I used to smoke it all the time with no problem whatsoever.
It was a normal joint from a trusted grower, at first I was sick. Really, badly sick about 15 min after.
Then I knew I wasn't right. I saw flashes of events that had happened over the past month and I was over analyzing to the point where I felt I could see into the future. (Mainly along the lines of 'fuck. I'm going to have to call an ambulance. Then my parents are gonna come. Then they're gonna disown my boyfriend and blame him. Then he's going to get depressed and kill himself. Then how am I going to live? I'll end up killing myself too.' - Then concluding that I was going to die right there and then. Fuck me, it was absolutely terrifying. I couldn't breathe, I was crying. I was talking complete shit. I managed to get back to my bf and he was amazing, he sat me on the bed and brought me water. It took him ages to convince me that he'd come back as I was wailing 'don't leave me! Don't leave me I'll die!'
From then on it got worse and I felt completely disconnected from reality, I felt like time itself had just stopped and I was ripped through dimensions. Honest to god, that's the best way I can explain it. I could hear voices, see the vibrations in everything around me. I felt like every sense, physical and mental was on fire. My heart was pounding so hard and so fast that I'm surprised (genuinely surprised) that I didn't pass out or have a heart attack. My chest is aching today though.
Then I felt a switch happen in myself and I was back in reality- hanging on by a thread. I was scared to close my eyes in case I went back, I struggled to talk as I was scared I'd go back into that state. Honestly the terror and fear I felt wad out of this world.
I used to love marijuana, I loved the stuff and considered myself to be a stoner and supporter. I'm never, ever touching weed again now. It's put me off for life. My boyfriend was the same but he's in the same boat as me, we're done with it.
Today I woke feeling hungover and tired. I've slept virtually all day and I'm still tired. I feel weird and to be honest from my research I might have PTSD. I legit thought I was in the process of dying.
For the people who scoff at this or try and tell me it was laced or I had too much or I'm weak... nah, it took me on a fucking insane trip that's screwed with my head and made me hate the stuff. Until you go through something as intense and soul shaking, you'll never understand.
I honestly feel the same way. I wouldn’t label myself as a smoker because the only time I would ever smoke would be with my sister and her boyfriend, that being only a few times. I liked the relaxed feeling and life was just good when I was high.
However, about a month ago I had experienced the worst weed trip of my life. A couple months prior I had gone cross and had a bit of a bad trip but my sister was thankfully able to calm me down. This time was horrid. Granted I smoked wayyy to much for my personal tolerance, nonetheless it scarred me.
Much like you, I felt like was dying, but I kept relieving parts of my life over again in sequence. I thought I had figured out the secret behind life; I was that far deep in my mind. It was almost as if I had completely opened my brain up and every thought and memory kept pouring out at once. That’s when my sister told me that I started screaming and she had to hold my arms down to keep from pulling my hair out.
It felt like I was never getting out of it, the only thing that grounded me was my sister. As long as I was able to focus on her and that I knew she was there, I was able to bring myself out of it.
Afterwards, when I got home I was just dealing with the residual high, and thankfully I was able to watch some tv and fall asleep. The morning after I had the worst anxiety. I had my moments of anxiousness before but never to the point where it just comes out of nowhere. I remember crying practically all day.
It’s a month later and I still feel anxious, especially right when I wake up. I can’t seem to get out of my head and I over analyzing everything more than usual.
So I completely understand your decision to not smoke anymore, the most important thing is to do what’s best for you and your mind.
Please message me ! I have experienced the same thing. I would love to talk to you since it’s rare to find someone who has gone or is going through what I’m going through. Please talk to me.
I feel ya my trip happen aug 6 and i still dont feel thd same!! I knew i was going to die told my husband he needed to call the ambulance it was horrible!! I have not been the same since . I smoked a hooter the night before best high ever but the next moring i ran to the dispensary to get me a edible for the flight home i only ate half of it that should have been my red flag that there was only one piece of candy in the pack! I am wondering if it didnt throw me into menopause becuase every since then once a month i am having hot flashes and cold flashes and want to cry. and feel exhausted all the time now. I just want to feel like myself again !!
2 months after weed bad trip still feeling bad, what to do?
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I was looking on Google as I had the worst experience of my life last night after sharing a joint.
I used to smoke it all the time with no problem whatsoever.
It was a normal joint from a trusted grower, at first I was sick. Really, badly sick about 15 min after.
Then I knew I wasn't right. I saw flashes of events that had happened over the past month and I was over analyzing to the point where I felt I could see into the future. (Mainly along the lines of 'fuck. I'm going to have to call an ambulance. Then my parents are gonna come. Then they're gonna disown my boyfriend and blame him. Then he's going to get depressed and kill himself. Then how am I going to live? I'll end up killing myself too.' - Then concluding that I was going to die right there and then. Fuck me, it was absolutely terrifying. I couldn't breathe, I was crying. I was talking complete shit. I managed to get back to my bf and he was amazing, he sat me on the bed and brought me water. It took him ages to convince me that he'd come back as I was wailing 'don't leave me! Don't leave me I'll die!'
From then on it got worse and I felt completely disconnected from reality, I felt like time itself had just stopped and I was ripped through dimensions. Honest to god, that's the best way I can explain it. I could hear voices, see the vibrations in everything around me. I felt like every sense, physical and mental was on fire. My heart was pounding so hard and so fast that I'm surprised (genuinely surprised) that I didn't pass out or have a heart attack. My chest is aching today though.
Then I felt a switch happen in myself and I was back in reality- hanging on by a thread. I was scared to close my eyes in case I went back, I struggled to talk as I was scared I'd go back into that state. Honestly the terror and fear I felt wad out of this world.
I used to love marijuana, I loved the stuff and considered myself to be a stoner and supporter. I'm never, ever touching weed again now. It's put me off for life. My boyfriend was the same but he's in the same boat as me, we're done with it.
Today I woke feeling hungover and tired. I've slept virtually all day and I'm still tired. I feel weird and to be honest from my research I might have PTSD. I legit thought I was in the process of dying.
For the people who scoff at this or try and tell me it was laced or I had too much or I'm weak... nah, it took me on a fucking insane trip that's screwed with my head and made me hate the stuff. Until you go through something as intense and soul shaking, you'll never understand.
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I honestly feel the same way. I wouldn’t label myself as a smoker because the only time I would ever smoke would be with my sister and her boyfriend, that being only a few times. I liked the relaxed feeling and life was just good when I was high.
However, about a month ago I had experienced the worst weed trip of my life. A couple months prior I had gone cross and had a bit of a bad trip but my sister was thankfully able to calm me down. This time was horrid. Granted I smoked wayyy to much for my personal tolerance, nonetheless it scarred me.
Much like you, I felt like was dying, but I kept relieving parts of my life over again in sequence. I thought I had figured out the secret behind life; I was that far deep in my mind. It was almost as if I had completely opened my brain up and every thought and memory kept pouring out at once. That’s when my sister told me that I started screaming and she had to hold my arms down to keep from pulling my hair out.
It felt like I was never getting out of it, the only thing that grounded me was my sister. As long as I was able to focus on her and that I knew she was there, I was able to bring myself out of it.
Afterwards, when I got home I was just dealing with the residual high, and thankfully I was able to watch some tv and fall asleep. The morning after I had the worst anxiety. I had my moments of anxiousness before but never to the point where it just comes out of nowhere. I remember crying practically all day.
It’s a month later and I still feel anxious, especially right when I wake up. I can’t seem to get out of my head and I over analyzing everything more than usual.
So I completely understand your decision to not smoke anymore, the most important thing is to do what’s best for you and your mind.
Please message me ! I have experienced the same thing. I would love to talk to you since it’s rare to find someone who has gone or is going through what I’m going through. Please talk to me.
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Souly Vhs this is my facebook , send me a message we gotta talk about this
I'm so glad I'm not the only one experiencing this because I am terrified right now.
I feel ya my trip happen aug 6 and i still dont feel thd same!! I knew i was going to die told my husband he needed to call the ambulance it was horrible!! I have not been the same since . I smoked a hooter the night before best high ever but the next moring i ran to the dispensary to get me a edible for the flight home i only ate half of it that should have been my red flag that there was only one piece of candy in the pack! I am wondering if it didnt throw me into menopause becuase every since then once a month i am having hot flashes and cold flashes and want to cry. and feel exhausted all the time now. I just want to feel like myself again !!
Have you smoked since? Not happened again? I had a similar experience just wondering!