IIN to still be in love with a guy after five long years?

Hey guys, so I let him know about this long kept secret this weekend and it did not turn out the way people thought it was going to, but I think I already knew. I am still glad I told him. I texted him instead of meeting with him and apparently, he was in shock because he considers me as his little sister (this is very unusual). And he said he did not plan on going out with his close friends after his first marriage. Now, I am not quite sure when we will speak again or see each other. Things are a bit awkward, but for some reason I am glad I told him. Thank you for all your opinions-they matter very much to me! So, I hope people can learn from this experience in which ever way they think they need to. But understand that when it comes to deciding if "It's normal" or if its right, the decision is yours to make, and you should be comfortable with it, keeping all types of circumstances in mind and then also being ready to face them :) Thanks a lot!