Nor do I. Sometimes, I like being alone, but at other times, I can't explain it. It just feels terrible. I feel certain that no matter what, I'll be alone, no matter how many people I meet and befriend. Everyone will pass by or keep their distance. I'm so confused that I don't even know what I'm saying.
Earlier on, I was thinking to myself (I'd created a scenario in my mind where I was explaining my feelings to a friend) that since I hate myself and my thoughts so much sometimes, then the only explanation is that I must be an inherently bad person. But I know that that's stupid.
Not committing suicide isn't cowardly. Surviving to see another day is a good thing - you never know how things will be and how you will be in the future. And maybe you don't feel fit for this world, but who the hell is born fit? We've all got to find a way. At least know that you aren't the only confused person on the earth.
Try to get a few small things to be constants in your life. Even though they're small, it'll make you feel less groundless. I have writing, music and my dog. It could be anything. It doesn't matter how small, even taking walks in a certain place. Just build up from there.
I hope I helped. I'm sorry if it doesn't make sense, but I'm standing whilst typing and my back is aching because there aren't any chairs in this room and I'm very tired so I've gotta go :P
"Is it normal to hate everything and always feel alone"?
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Nor do I. Sometimes, I like being alone, but at other times, I can't explain it. It just feels terrible. I feel certain that no matter what, I'll be alone, no matter how many people I meet and befriend. Everyone will pass by or keep their distance. I'm so confused that I don't even know what I'm saying.
Earlier on, I was thinking to myself (I'd created a scenario in my mind where I was explaining my feelings to a friend) that since I hate myself and my thoughts so much sometimes, then the only explanation is that I must be an inherently bad person. But I know that that's stupid.
Not committing suicide isn't cowardly. Surviving to see another day is a good thing - you never know how things will be and how you will be in the future. And maybe you don't feel fit for this world, but who the hell is born fit? We've all got to find a way. At least know that you aren't the only confused person on the earth.
Try to get a few small things to be constants in your life. Even though they're small, it'll make you feel less groundless. I have writing, music and my dog. It could be anything. It doesn't matter how small, even taking walks in a certain place. Just build up from there.
I hope I helped. I'm sorry if it doesn't make sense, but I'm standing whilst typing and my back is aching because there aren't any chairs in this room and I'm very tired so I've gotta go :P
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Thank's.....but problem is that i can't remain constant on anything....even on movie for 1 hour......i don't know anything about myself......????